Insubstantial. No more pride, empty inside. Born to die, valueless life. Set me free. My unease eats me alive. This disease wants me to die. Every day apprehension drags me down. Forced to seclude myself from everything that I used to love and care for. Tried, I tried, inescapable fight. Torn apart, terrified. Cried, I cried, reprehensible mind. Shut me down, end my life.